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adrienmundi) wrote2020-10-01 08:36 am
adrienmundi) wrote2020-10-01 08:36 am
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Pandemic, isolation, sociopolitical fear and anxiety, ecological dread, and now adding the persistent, expansive sadness of knowing more closely the parameters of my loved one's time with me. I'm still insanely frustrated out of proportion at inanimate objects; if I was teaching animism, the true name of most objects in my domestic sphere is clearly "Motherfucker!".
The sadness is creeping in around the edges, checking the territory, and preparing to settle in long term. I think that's more honest than the spill-over irritation, but also harder to live with. I don't know how to do this; it's a position in which I've never been before.
The sadness is creeping in around the edges, checking the territory, and preparing to settle in long term. I think that's more honest than the spill-over irritation, but also harder to live with. I don't know how to do this; it's a position in which I've never been before.