oh, yeah?

(from Free Will Astrology)

Taurus (April 20-May 20)

I once knew a psychic who worked with people in comas. He contacted their spirits, which were wandering in limbo between this world and the next, and tried to convince them to either fully return to their bodies or else let their bodies die and formally exit to the other side. The task you now face is nowhere as dramatically life-and-death as that, Taurus, but it's comparable in a sense: Being neither here nor there is a futile state that you shouldn't continue to accept. Do what's necessary to make the knotty choice with as much grace as possible.

You know what? Fuck you, stars. I'm not taking binary shit from anyone, even you.

bleh

I'm not sure what's up lately (past day or two) with me, but I just feel... off, out of it, disconnected, not fully present. I've got stuff percolating in my head (including diatribes on religion/authoritarianism/monotheism and passing/privilege/patriarchy), but none of it's ready yet. I spend time with people, and feel engaged, but... it's me, not them, that's not all there. It feels almost like there's something that I know, but haven't digested yet, or something coming on the horizon that's so big it's blocking other things out. Bleh, I hate this nonpresence. I need to do something!