I do know I'm not alone in not fitting, it's just that it gets lonely and frustrating about the specific ways I don't fit; even among fellow misfits they're not popular. It often makes me feel my frustration, anger and sadness is selfish or just whining, which in effect just turns it all inward, but, damn... how does one live honestly when the rest of the world not only turns a blind eye, but treats you as something o(O)ther?