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[adrienmundi]

Last night I got the first good night's sleep in over a week. It's strange to wake up feeling rested. It's also illuminated the fact that it's not sleeplessness, or not just sleeplessness, that's had such an effect on me. On a cold, clear morning, awake with my sweetie, not struggling to stay awake, I still have to fight back the urge to cry when I think about facing the day. I'm getting really fucking tired of this.

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:-(

[adrienmundi]

I don't know what the deal is with all of this shit. Or, maybe I do, but I don't want to face it because I don't know how to deal with it. But the question of 'why now?' won't go away, and that makes me cranky, not knowing the whys of my head working a certain way, on top of everything else.