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adrienmundi) wrote2008-05-15 07:17 am
adrienmundi) wrote2008-05-15 07:17 am
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I took a day, yesterday. Despite having gotten up, showered and gotten ready for work, I just couldn't face it. I needed the quiet, some time not around people. Thankfully, it was cool and grey, a day ideal for just such a thing.
Digestion is a strange thing. Physically, I rarely have problems. If it's not physical things, I've usually tried to process them intellectually. With time, that's become more conscious and careful, but it's still pretty efficient: decades of practice. But there are other non-physical things which need to be digested differently. I'm much less skilled at those, but if I don't pay them attention, I carry them like cold, lead weight.
I'm better today, if not good. Still a lot to work with, to break down and sort, but the process has begun, at least. It's meant to rain today. I think that will help.
Digestion is a strange thing. Physically, I rarely have problems. If it's not physical things, I've usually tried to process them intellectually. With time, that's become more conscious and careful, but it's still pretty efficient: decades of practice. But there are other non-physical things which need to be digested differently. I'm much less skilled at those, but if I don't pay them attention, I carry them like cold, lead weight.
I'm better today, if not good. Still a lot to work with, to break down and sort, but the process has begun, at least. It's meant to rain today. I think that will help.