more/different worry

[adrienmundi]

I'm really afraid of being labeled 'shallow' or 'superficial'. In particular, in regards to my own appearance/body shaping, I worry that people will, or do, think that somehow, it's creepy, shallow, distasteful, or just plain wrong. I know that running through that fear ensemble is the supposition of "naturalness", and the further supposition that others think I'm transgressing it, and it's "bad".

I don't really think (most of) my friends think badly about me, but I worry, sometimes a lot.