not dead yet

[adrienmundi]

I started off my morning in decent spirits, relatively rested, in good company after a very satisfying breakfast. As soon as I got into work, however, I'm instantly irritable, and felt the growing urge to strangle the tech in front of me who seems socially retarded to maybe a twelve year old level (bets are off on his mental developmental challenges, but I'm seriously beginning to wonder if that's present, too). Instead of whipping out the sharp comments and bad attitude, I withdrew into the internet, which leaves me feeling passive and disconnected. What's odd is I'm not any more dissatisfied with work than usual. If anything, I'd say I'm slightly more engaged lately, which makes this all the more puzzling.

In other news, I'm becoming concerned that certain body issues may be markedly more zero sum than I am either comfortable with or expected.

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[theinnocence.livejournal.com]

steven has been getting the same way about his workplace.
we have started to look for new employment for him.

the thought of going to a better place has cheered him up some.

[adrienmundi]

It's weird, because I do feel more connected to what I do lately. I mean, yeah, ultimately, I still don't really care about it, but I don't hate it.

[theinnocence.livejournal.com]

he's still looking at places related to auto industry. so he doesn't hate his either, he just needs a different environment.