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I feel old, battered, and weak/tired. I do not want to go back to work, but as of yet they don't pay me for anything else.

I need a change; I want a change. Specifics, alas, are lacking.

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I just worry that there's no place for me: not among the freaks, the weirdos, the so-called gender different, the magicky, just... no place. I don't want that to be true, but it's nobody's fault if it is. It just, sucks.