Apr. 9th, 2002

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It is a curious thing, that I would look upon the visit by a migraine as welcome, but this evening, I do. They come, not always at random, but also at rapid changes in levels of stress. In this case, it is from greater stress to significantly less, in the course of mere hours. The tiny one is happy and at ease, and I am happy and relieved, for both altruistic and selfish reasons. (I am also extremely grateful for certain prescription drugs, which make the communication of this epiphany possible, in my current state)
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I am realizing that I am one of the luckiest people I know at the moment. It is hard to write that, hard to see that as anything other than a silent thought, for fear that in naming it I draw the attention of some malevolent forces who will take it from me. And yet, it feels ungracious not to appreciate this collusion of time and place (and I fear malevolent forces also respond to a lack of gratitude; my cosmology is weird). For once in my life, I am beginning to feel regarded, accepted, and valued by those other than the tiny one (who has kept me as sane as I am; I am daily and immeasurably grateful for that).

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