Going no-ho for a while, not sure how long. I don't really remember what it felt like, and am not sure I was accurately reporting, even to myself, back then. I'm not questioning my identity; that's stronger than ever. I'm still not a man, not a woman, something more girl shaped (inside, at least) than not, but I don't have all the data it feels like I need to have to best assess my course. Plus, there are some sex things; I need to try and figure out what's controlled in my head, my heart and my endocrine system.