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The sensation of being off is still with me, and it's downright unpleasant. I don't know precisely what's wrong, and that drives me even more crazy. I retain the feeling of missing something in most situations, or of not being able to access what I would like/know is accessible. For no logical reason I can lay my finger on, I keep feeling as though I am falling short, failing to measure up, and/or disappointing others. I don't understand this.