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I'm just in a crap mood today, and I have no idea why. Woke up with a headache; had to take out my contacts within thirtie minutes of putting them in because my eyes felt "weird"; traffic was annoyingly stupid; walked in to a recurrent issue at work; almost lost my temper discussing things with folks who don't immediately see my point; consumed with envy and bitterness over the smallest of things.

wtf?

kind of ironic

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heliovision

Ever since I was very young, I've always liked stealing looks directly at the sun. I distinctly remember being about four, and being told while on a car trip not to do that any more because it might damage my eyes. I remember nodding gravely to my father in the front seat, then sneaking another quick glance out the window at the sun so I could close my eyes and see the orangeypurple afterimage behind my eyelids.

I still do that to this day. In a way, it seems almost... rude not to, almost like not looking someone you genuinely like in the eyes when they're talking to you. In a very strange, difficult to articulate way, it's as though the sun shines on me, gazes at me every time I'm outside; the least I can do is glance back, slightly coy, and akcnowledge it.

It's likely bad for me, but I also know that in some way, it's also good for me.