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But, on the brighter side, Topeka, KS should be a bit brighter for eight more days, for anyone who bothers to pay attention.

it's that time again

Yeah, I do feel alone most, if not almost all, of the time. I guess I hadn't made that clear until now.


I get bitter sometimes about feeling like I make space for others, but don't feel like they make it for me. I don't know what it would feel like if they did, though, so I don't know what to ask for, or if I'm getting it.


I experience others as prefigurative, but can only experience myself as transgressive. Obviously, this is highly problematic. /theoryslut


Music matters. I thought everybody listened to music like this, but I have been told they don't. It's impossible to hear all of the good music in the world, but it's a hell of a way to fill your life in trying.


It's amazingly beautiful tonight. I wish I could share it, but even if I had someone sharing the same space, looking at the same things, I don't know that I would know how to share it.


I think I document these things so they don't fade. Them being out of my head, in the world, makes them more real, makes me responsible to/for them.