(no subject)

I can't go anywhere the term 'woman' is wielded regularly, because in practice (and often in intent), it's meant to exclude me. Not everything is about me; I get that. But this act of exclusion places me firmly and directly in a place I've spent the majority of my life trying to crawl my way out of, back in the category of 'man'. So swing wildly, enjoy your sisterhood, rock the fuck on with your gyno- selves, but if you ever want to talk about collateral damage from your resistance defined positionality, I'll be over here, safely out of range.

dream

I was bleaching parts of my hair, specifically a chunk at the base of my neck and the area where my left bangs would be if I had them. I was pouring the bleach directly from a brown bottle into my bare hand, then applying it to my hair. When I went to put more on the hair at the front of my head, it started to drip down across my left eyebrow towards my eye. I closed it, and remember thinking it would look cool as it bleached part of my eyebrow and eyelashes. I was talking to fairyhead at the time, and remembered not wanting her to know it had gotten on my eye.

Don't know what it means. Could be chakral, or maybe it's my 4th Man premonition about head trauma and dripping viscera.