then why doesn't it feel like success?

Ten of Swords (Ruin), when reversed: Benefit. Profit. Temporary gain. Improvement. Passing success. Momentary advantage. Temporary favor.

jinkies

On my usual walk to lunch today, it was actually snowing (very light flurries). It probably won't stick, but still, it was nice. I saw only a couple of people walking as well, and they seemed to be enjoying themselves, too.