nobody I know got killed

... but today was a bad day.

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I do not want to do what it is that I do most days, any more. I don't know what I want to do, and I find that paralyzing, in the face of which I continue doing what it is that I do most days, which has a cumulative impact. I am both in motion and at rest, neither terribly productively; take that, Newton!