Oct. 11th, 2009

Life, Inc.

Oct. 11th, 2009 10:17 am
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I recently finished reading Life, Inc.. I heard Rushkoff on a couple of interview shows (most notably Democracy Now) and liked what he had to say, so put it on my list. When my local bookstore got it in for me, I jumped in with gusto.

Rushkoff is a great popularizer. He takes complicated concepts or histories, breaks them down and connects the dots in ways that are just about impossible to miss. Unfortunately, I was reminded that I'm not Rushkoff's intended demographic, at least in his writing*. In interview he's quick, incisive and totally focused. I think that's because he's trying to pack as much as possible into a small amount of time. In books, he's different.

It bears remembering that he's a popularizer. He's probably not writing for people who are already anti-corporatist, anti-capitalist, who read compulsively about uncomfortable, socio-economically depressing patterns and themes, who lose sleep thinking about unsustainable patterns of consumption and my own inability to integrate with my environment. I agonize over purchases, weighing localism against the length of distribution channels and the business practices of every corporation in the chain. It's like a choir member wandered into the orientation meeting for new parishioners, looking to get something out of a troubling metaphysical dilemma. I don't know, that sort of fell apart badly.

There's good stuff about the bias of central currencies, about the history of corporations, and the (too short) invocation of non-currency based localism is good. Unfortunately, this book wasn't what I guess I was hoping it would be. I think I'd really dig hanging out drinking and talking angrily with Rushkoff, but I'm just not his target audience, at least for his books.


*I'd read Coercion years ago, about how marketing intentionally interferes with rational decision making, and had a similar reaction.
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The world is winning.

dreams

Oct. 11th, 2009 09:15 pm
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Not the sleeping kind. I think I'm having trouble with mine lately. I don't know, maybe dreams isn't the right word, but it's different than idea, much stronger and more meaningful, more foundational, than idea can encompass, at least in my head. There's something about imperatives, something about rightness, something about impatience and frustration, and increasingly, something about questionable possibility.

What do you do when your dreams might not be possible? How to you adjust, or can you? I think that's one of the reasons I feel so stuck, and increasingly hopeless; I don't see a way these ideas, dreams, imperatives that are so freaking core to me can maybe ever be realized, but they're still a huge, important part of me. I can't just turn my back on them, even if I thought it was possible. And I don't think I can cobble together some sort of fucked up compromise, because honestly, the world is bigger than I am and has no interest in compromising with me; any change would be on my part, and I desperately fear would reek of accommodation and surrender of things I'm not sure I can live without and still be me.

Where the fuck do these ideas come from, anyway? These unpopular, difficult, contrary to "reality" ideas, dreams, imperatives... How are they sustained? Upon what do they feed, when all messages are about impossibility or self erasure, about making deals with the world that feel like severing, selling or suppressing parts of self? I'm not one of those people who thrive on negation and opposition, honestly I'm not. I'm happiest when in harmony, when accord can be found; it just feels like that's increasingly rare.

I don't know that I can give up these dreams, and I don't know that I can accommodate their imperatives. I don't think I'm just being negative; I feel like I'm trying to assess things with a more practical eye, and seriously, the message is, over and over, that I have to either give in, or create levels of subterfuge and deception that must be maintained at all times, and I don't relish the idea of any of those possibilities. Should I automatically surrender or be crushed just because the world is bigger than me?

Oh, and happy coming out day, everybody.

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