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[adrienmundi]

For just about as long as I've known or been aware of you, the two things that stood out were enthusiasm and insecurity. Over the years, the former hasn't really diminished, but it does sometimes get dampened by the latter. It often seemed like you were looking for some solidity, some strength external to yourself. I'm honestly not sure you'll ever find it there. There have been fits and starts where it looks like you're starting to find something in yourself, and to external eyes it looks like these periods are getting closer together. I wonder what would happen if you found what you're looking for and found a way to let that enthusiasm flow freely?