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[adrienmundi]

I'm in a funk. I feel like I've lost my way, but have I ever really had a way? I was going to say that I feel out of balance, but that's not true; I have been out of balance for a long, long time. What I'm feeling now is knocked off of my twisted, maladaptive posture that I held for so long that it started to make lack of balance feel like a stunted form of stasis, but I can't even do that right now. I think this is supposed to feel like an opportunity, but I just feel lost.