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[adrienmundi]

I do not want to go to work today. Seeing the indoctrination of the new at the hands of the functionally retarded is just too depressing; catching the whiffs of desperation and desire to please from those who don't know better, yet, makes me wonder if I'm shirking my duty to let them know, or if it's better ethically to let them stumble along on their own. It feels lately that I am expected to fit my adult sized self into a doll-sized uniform/persona, and smile at the prospect. I want to linger in the sun, to read, to let my mind coast idly, to just be, today. Instead, I get to pretend that I worship at the altars of the greenback, persuasion, and manipulation.

Yay for me.