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I am feeling very dissatisfied today. I feel as though my vacation has been largely wasted; no one with whom to do things, and little to no money with which to do them. In essence, it has been merely a regular week, full of regular things, save going to work. I am disappointed that one of my hobbies seems on the brink of a slow but inevitable collapes (a local live action game, if you're wondering). I am disappointed that several events that I had hoped for this week did not come to pass, all for legitimate reasons (and no, this is in no way an implicit complaint or criticism of those involved or their reasons). I am disappointed in myself for not challenging misstatements and misperceptions of me socially, when in all likelihood I would, at worst, receive confused glances. I am disappointed that, if He Who is Paid for Insight is correct, my life will be comprised of the necessity to educate others on a near constant basis just for the luxury of being myself.

I am in dire need of a Snickers, or some other form of easily digestible satisfaction.