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I'm upbeat, in a good mood, energetic, and absolutely starving today; what's burning through my calories, and where's it coming from?

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I get frustrated, sometimes; the things I want to work on, maybe need to work on, are always right in front of me, but other stuff keeps popping up, things that demand attention and won't be ignored. I know, I know, in a sense it's all related; that's the downside of not really believing in borders and delineations. But, I have a hard time taking on faith that it's all related (actually, I have a hard time with faith, period), and so I worry that it won't come around, that I won't get back to what I want to work on, even if the other stuff does seem incredibly cool and interesting, if not irresisible. I guess that's part of the worry, too, that I may go for the shiny and new instead of the known and feared.

eight of pentacles

me: fey, knowledgable, keyholder, eclectic, occult, varied, wide ranging, not unwelcoming, comfortable with tools and knowledge, not removed

book: learning a trade, profession, skill in material affairs, handiwork, the arts, apprenticeship, small sums of money

Again with the differences. Too bad I can't find the specific book for the deck I'm using (Londa, maybe?)