torn

Within the next 36 hours or so, I'll turn my attention primarily towards one of the following three topics, and I'm not sure which to pick:

anger
desire
fitting into the world

Maybe I should entertain suggestion?

(I'll still probably think/worry about the everyday, including but not limited to: work, the impending spring, sustainability, ethics, the potential overvaluation of fantasy worlds, religion, usw.)

fuckin' a....

It's not like I don't hear this enough most days, now the stars are allegedly telling me the same thing:

Taurus (April 20-May 20)

The greatest gift you can give right now might be the gift that you yourself were never given. The most valuable service you have to offer your fellow humans may be the service you have always wished were performed for you. An experience that wounded you could and should move you to help people who've been similarly wounded. You now have the power to heal yourself by healing others.

(no subject)

It's absolutely beautiful outside today. The sliver of woods I walk in becomes even more breathtaking in the rain. The sounds of human activity are muffled and further away, wrapping my path and it's surroundings in a soft cocoon, a magical moment only experienced by me. The creek swells, and is more audible; it's liquid rustling sounds happy and energetic, but in a relaxed way. Paths seem more apparent between the underbrush, and everything seems to be about movement, passages, and invitations. My expectation to see figures step out from behind the sea of tree trunks up the hill is magnified, though I'm content to walk among the trees on my own, carefully stepping over saplings, brambles, and the shoots of random seeming bulbs, humming songs to myself and touching them at random. I like knowing that other people are near at hand, but like even better that this moment is shared only by me, the trees, the wind, and the water.