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I desperately want to try new things; I have a growing sense of excitement and possibiliy, but self-doubt, lack of context and other people's realities are a little stronger, still. I don't know what to start, how to start it, and how not to be demoralized by less than immediate success. And then I worry about the learning curve, and taking advantage of/misusing/abusing participants. But, damn it, what use is possibility, then, if not occasionally actualized?