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It's not just me.

I know I experience the loss, but I don't really know if anyone else does.

I don't know how to solve a problem of which I'm only a part, and don't see how solving my part will really help anyone, including me.

god god damn it!

Fairyhead, who's been out of the country for two weeks due to work before leaving Thursday night for Afterburn (returning very late tonight), just found out she has to travel again for work starting Tuesday. Just... fuck. This project keeps making last minute, impossible demands that are apparently quite OK as far as her company is concerned; they're a bully who keeps getting away with it. Me, I just want to see my sweetie.