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I really just want to go back to bed and curl up with fairyhead, try and sleep until the sun makes the bedroom warm enough to wake me back up, but no. I've got a dog and pony show at work, a visiting VIP and the training of new people to oversee.

Off to make myself suitably presentable. "Business casual" can fucking bite me.

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I'm really, really getting tired of changes, insight or new experience feeding into the feeling of big, heavy things coming into motion inside of me. It's like everything adds to this, and I'm hoping that it's towards an internal reconfiguration that will allow more movement and flexibility, but damn it, the things moving are big, and scary, and I'm starting to worry that stuff might get squished in the process. Plus, I'm getting frustrated; show some goddamned results already!

Ugh.