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[adrienmundi]

I'm really, really getting tired of changes, insight or new experience feeding into the feeling of big, heavy things coming into motion inside of me. It's like everything adds to this, and I'm hoping that it's towards an internal reconfiguration that will allow more movement and flexibility, but damn it, the things moving are big, and scary, and I'm starting to worry that stuff might get squished in the process. Plus, I'm getting frustrated; show some goddamned results already!

Ugh.