weekend

I feel like just when I'm starting to use the space and time, starting to unwind and relax, it's time to go back again. I think I need a vacation, or an extended break, and I need to do things during them.

In other weird news, I had a dream last night in which I was talking to a stranger (in dream and waking life) about another stranger, and only realizing later in the very intense, one on one conversation, that the stranger to whom I was talking looked exactly like older pictures I've seen of the stranger about whom I was talking. In the dream, it felt like a shock, almost physical, but there was no mocking or sly awareness like I often get from some dreams and dream visitors. Instead, it felt very... direct, straight forward, and intense. It still sort of has an effect on me. I'm not sure if it's the voice of part of my head, or something else, but even that uncertainty is new; I'm usually much more sure.