assorted bits and pieces
Sep. 12th, 2005 12:08 pm![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
adrienmundiI have got to start getting more sleep: less than five hours Saturday, up at about 5:30 today. It's not that I'm not tired, but that it feels unwise, maybe even unsafe.
My mind is likely my own worst enemy, but what if it's not, and there are worse things?
As I feel more stressed, I am more on edge, and the comfort I've worked years to build up and fortify starts to erode. All my irr-/a- rational fears are starting to stretch themselves again, and I don't know how to effectively put them down now. What worked before won't, now; things have changed, and I'm unwilling to go back.
I'm annoyed at my own crypticism and inability to speak clearly.
My mind is likely my own worst enemy, but what if it's not, and there are worse things?
As I feel more stressed, I am more on edge, and the comfort I've worked years to build up and fortify starts to erode. All my irr-/a- rational fears are starting to stretch themselves again, and I don't know how to effectively put them down now. What worked before won't, now; things have changed, and I'm unwilling to go back.
I'm annoyed at my own crypticism and inability to speak clearly.
Re: thank you
Date: 2005-09-13 08:37 pm (UTC)