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[adrienmundi]

The world is a much better place when I'm not at work and out in it. Of the two, I think not at work is the most important. Add a period of slight intoxication out of doors, and I'm reminded that I'm never alone ("because you're following me home"), which is welcome.

It's so simple sounding when I'm speaking to my endocrinologist: "I'm looking for that spot which feels most comfortable, between bodily changes and social interaction, and I'm not there yet". It was a bit disappointing to hear, "By now, there should be more breast tissue", but we're taking steps to try to mitigate that, as well as lighten the load on my liver and kidneys. Hello, ass stabbing.

There are things I must do, and I'm less fearful now than even yesterday. Doors are open, significant signifiers seem to assent, and things are flowing impressively. I think I owe the moon, and I'm preparing to pay.

I think it was the right call to wear contacts today. Not only does it give me a chance to show off the effects of mascara, but I like what it does to my brain and perception; my left eye/right hemisphere is pleased to be in control.

Comments

[ineffabelle]

are you on progesterone? that helps with breast growth...

[adrienmundi]

I was, but there was some concern about it androgenizing. I've actually seen more results after stopping. There is the possibility of doing two weeks on, two weeks off; in some cases that's said to stimulate further growth.

[srl.livejournal.com]

Welcome to the happy world of ass-stabbing. I prefer the thigh-stabbing myself, not being nearly so flexible.