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Apr. 22nd, 2009 07:24 pm![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png)
Sometimes I wonder if I'm making a good faith effort, or a good enough faith effort? Because so much of the time, it takes so much work to hit the escape velocity of my head, effort that other people seem to be able to bring into the world and do stuff with, that I feel like I'm always behind, never going to catch up, never going to even come close to being the change/trouble I want to see in the world. And then, at night, the ice weasels... I mean, the worry that I get too much credit when I'm actually doing very little, comes.