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adrienmundiI get so tired of being angry. I know, so why don't I just stop? It's because there's so much injustice in the world, so much unfairness, the overwhelming majority of which doesn't directly affect me, but still fills me with anger. There's so much to be angry about that I can't just turn a blind eye to it, because I already know, already see it; at this point, it would be almost an active dereliction of duty to ignore all of that.
It's not the omnidirectional, flare up and smack anyone handy kind of anger; it's focused, triggered by specifics, but unfortunately, also by specific things that are very interconnected, and just below the surface of so much. It's an energetic anger that makes me want to change the world, but there's so much I don't know where to start.
I have to figure out a way to use this, to do something with it, because it's not going away; if anything, as my compassion grows, my anger grows, too. I've got to use this productively some way.
It's not the omnidirectional, flare up and smack anyone handy kind of anger; it's focused, triggered by specifics, but unfortunately, also by specific things that are very interconnected, and just below the surface of so much. It's an energetic anger that makes me want to change the world, but there's so much I don't know where to start.
I have to figure out a way to use this, to do something with it, because it's not going away; if anything, as my compassion grows, my anger grows, too. I've got to use this productively some way.
