I'm in a game where it feels like I can only "win" if the concept of winning is drastically scaled down, quite possibly to the extent that I will die a mass of potential never realized.
I do take your point; I am loved, and that means a lot, if not (almost) everything. But the possibility of 'never' is a fuck ton to bear, and I'm feeling tired right now.
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branchandroot
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Date: 2009-10-12 01:30 am (UTC)I do take your point; I am loved, and that means a lot, if not (almost) everything. But the possibility of 'never' is a fuck ton to bear, and I'm feeling tired right now.