I've had guilt issues about my weight. Mostly I feel that maybe I could have been as happy/happier when I was larger if I could have just accepted it. I sometimes feel bad for wanting to be skinnier because I think i'm letting myself be brainwashed by the media. Ideally, as long as my weight is within a healthy range, it shouldn't matter? Right? That's what I tell myself, but it doesn't stop me from dieting and wanting to be a certain size or number.