Ah, timing

Nothing quite like seeing a picture to remind you just what you actually look like; no amount of desire or self-deception can argue with photographic evidence. Fuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuck..........

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I have called you my sun, and nothing could be more accurate. For all the joy and happiness you've brought into my life, one day of commemoration feels inadequate. Nevertheless, tradition must be followed:

Thirty three years ago, the other half of my heart was born. The twenty nine years it took me to find it have made every minute since the best in my life.

Happy birthday, sweetie.

Interesting question

In regards to appearance, is the goal to be less "manlike", or more "womanlike"?

I suppose it could be asked more generally as well; I don't have a clear answer either way, just yet.