a phrase I should remember
Sep. 18th, 2009 07:07 am![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
adrienmundi...the unreality of the office
Came to mind Monday, as my "migraine" was making it clear it would not leave or be bought off this time. As soon as I stepped outside, I felt better, then felt guilty for not being able to suck it up and push on through. When I was thinking about why I had to leave, and why getting somewhere else would make it better, that's the phrase that answered me. I think it goes beyond my need for visceral input when my brain is off, though that's still vitally important. It seems to be a deeper, different issue, one about which I don't know what to do.
Came to mind Monday, as my "migraine" was making it clear it would not leave or be bought off this time. As soon as I stepped outside, I felt better, then felt guilty for not being able to suck it up and push on through. When I was thinking about why I had to leave, and why getting somewhere else would make it better, that's the phrase that answered me. I think it goes beyond my need for visceral input when my brain is off, though that's still vitally important. It seems to be a deeper, different issue, one about which I don't know what to do.
